where my writing's been

If you've been following my blog, you see I haven't been posting as frequently on jungle j man. This is because I am (as of july) part of a blogging group called the veritas network; a website geared towards college-aged students that addresses a wide spectrum of topics from a Biblical perspective. I write at least two a month. I sure enjoy it and if you've enjoyed reading my articles you probably will top. This month for instance is an entire month devoted to topics on sex. Good scandalous stuff we're addressing. The address is theveritasnetwork.org

God's gonna destroy that place!

Your individual identity in a regional sense is incidentally only fully realized when you reside somewhere outside your home (whether city, state or country). In the Suriname interior I'm often designated the "American boy" and even more inclusively as a "baaka" (foreigner). It happens when you are the sole white person in a village of 3,000 black persons. As so often exists, associations are invariably tied to stereotypes. Did you ever meet Michael Jackson? Do you know Obama? With maroons, and their understandably narrow worldview, opportunities to educate them (among other things) of the vastness of the U.S. In proportion to their country.

On a smaller and less aparent scale, my identity among other Americans (who for the last two years have been most exclusively southerners) including my own team here in Suriname is affectionately "California boy". Now being a Southern Baptist on the west coast my entire life, I never realized how southern Southern Baptists are. I haven't met many CA SB's outside the state itself. It's funny and occasionally somewhat confounding the types of responses I get relating to my home state. They have southern Baptists out there? Are there even Christians in that place (in jest mind you)? More often, the topic of conversation when referencing California is one of condemnation and postulating God's impending judgment on the state for its wickedness.

The American's worldview, broader than the maroon's would consider the Obama and Jackson questions pretty ridiculous. But by the same measurement, do I appeal to California's prodigious population (37 million people as of 2009). California has some of the largest evangelical congregations in the country, countless Christian institutions, and has produced many influential Christian leaders and movements. Men such as Rick Warren and Francis Chan are from the Golden state. The first Billy Graham crusade was in CA. But in defense of the opposition, California rightfully carries a reputation for many ungodly movements, institutions and individuals ranging from decadent Hollywood to the homosexual bath houses in San Francisco and the Free Love movement of the 1960's.

Afte close scrutiny of everyone else, and as the protagonist of my position, I incidentally placed myself in my own test and was found to have failed the broad spectrum test as well. The Netherlands, due to a national reputation of wickedness and depravity has been a personal scapegoat - fully deserving of God's wrath. And just like CA, evidence does exists to support my position. When the Aukaan pastor of the Church in my village showed me pictures from his trip to Holland and responded to my inquiry of the existence of Churches there, I was incredulous. Really? Even Pentecostal ones? Not just Dutch Reformed with a meager and dying congregation comprised of 90 year-old ladies? He said yes. There were a number of them he saw. Later, I was shocked by my own nearsightedness and ignorance. Even a nation epitomizing godlessness, hedonism, depravity; one who shamelessly promotes countless forms of detestable behavior, who legalizes prostitution, child pornography and yet has legislation deeming spanking one's own child a criminal offense. Christians: Even real ones?

After reflection on God's. Righteous judgment and Biblical accounts on the subject I inevitably came to the best know example: Sodom and Gomorrah, in Genesis 19. These two cities were unfathomably vile and wicked as to stir God's destructive wrath. Not since the flood had such an evil place existed. As we know Abraham pleaded with God until the number was brought from fifty to ten righteous people for whose sake he woluld not destroy those places with fire. Take some time and reflect on our above examples. There are undoubtedly more than ten righteous individuals in CA and as was brought to my attention, some in Holland as well!

Make no mistake, the wickedness in our world is increasing and our two regions of focus are shameful frontrunners. God detests sin. His perfect, Holy nature cannot tolerate it. Why then doesn't God send that impending destructive earthquake that's gonna send that left-leaning state in the heart of the Pacific? When is Holland gonna get its due?

How did father Abraham, a man called God's friend, placate the Almighty? He appealed to his immutable and just nature.

"Then Abraham approached him and said: Will you sweep away the righteous with the wicked? What if there are fifty righteous people in the city? Will you really sweep it away and not spare the place for the sake of the fifty righteous people in it? Far be it from you to do such a thing -to kill the righteous with the wicked, treating the righteous and wicked alike. Far be it from you! Will not the judge of all the Earth do right?" Genesis 19:23-26

And although God couldn't find ten, yet he still sent two angels to rescue the righteous man Lot and his immediate family and in spite of initial doubt (he hesitated at the angel's urging and his sons-in-law did not even believe).

God is withholding judgment on Earth for the sake of those made righteous by the blood of Jesus Christ. Jesus shows us this truth in the Parable of the Weeds in Matthew 13.

Not only is God withholding judgment during this present state of grace on Earth but he acccepts all who genuinely repent. Psalms 51:17 beautifully illustrates this: "The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God you will not. Despise."

Jonah preached (at God's command) against nineveh and the entire city repented in sackcloth and ashes. And as we know God didn't exact the judgment he threatened.

In conclusion, we've established God is a Holy God, one who detests any and all forms of sin and who will bring righteous judgment to every soul from creation to the last day at the appointed time. Furthermore, he withholds wrath prepared for the wicked for the sake of the elect on Earth today. He is pleased with and desires earnest repentance more than earthy
destruction and eternal damnation.

A thorough understanding will hopefully change your perspective of the existence of evil and specifically large populations full of wicked people today....it did mine.

A fitting tribute to my tools

There are few places on Earth that will test the craftsmanship, quality and overall durability of your tools to a greater degree than a humid tropical jungle climate. You learn shockingly fast what lasts and what ends-up in the trash pit or burn barrel. While there is little personal gain one receives for praising inanimate objects, I have long felt indebted to my tried and true partners of primarily petroleum and metallic make-up whose assistance I have counted as invaluable during the last 18 months. And although I have not contacted the companies who manufacture the following items for the possibility of receiving a payment fitting for endorsing their products, I do not consider the following pro bono promotion to be a fruitless and frivolous endeavor. I’ve made an ascending list and description of what I have chosen as six of my most useful tools and a brief description of each.


#6 Nalgene water bottle. This guy has been everywhere with me because….well you can’t live very long without water -and as my primary source for the containment and consumption of H2O it was been tested and proven faithful. As a Christmas gift Charles bought me a splendid additional attachment: a coffee filter. You pour grounds in this micro-screen cap attachment, add boiling water, agitate for four minutes and enjoy. Nalgene, I tip my hat to you my faithful friend.

#5 Leatherman Skeletool. The contemporary pocket-knife of today is no longer a one blade, 4 inch stainless steel whittling instrument. Many have multiple functions and various gadgets; but most of which the owner quickly discovers to be superfluous. The skeletool is lightweight with a stainless steel serrated blade, an interchangeable flat-head/ philipps screw driver option and a set of pliers with plenty of torque. I use the Leatherman from everything from peeling an orange to clipping and splicing electrical wire. Skeletool, you are cutting edge; always there when needed.

#4 Petzl Tikka Headlamp. While not earning a bronze, silver or gold, this illuminator carries much more than a token blue ribbon. This tool has been imperative in every sense of the word out here. The hands-free lighting is found to be no more appreciated than when everything besides your light is pitch-black. And when you are filleting a seven-pound peacock bass @ 8 p.m, every bit of your right and left arms and hands is needed. Furthermore, this headlamp is an LED: exceptionally bright, peerlessly efficient and durable. To get an idea, with everyday use, the same three AAA batteries lasted from February to May! Petzl LED, The darkness that surrounds something I only know from afar.

#3 Olympus Stylus Digital Camera. If ever there existed a perpetual test to validate the claim of waterproof 10 ft, shockproof 5 ft, than we (Taylor and Charles also have similar models of the same camera) are ready to take a stand in defense of this claim. Any given boat trip we’ve been on involves nearly all our equipment either getting splashed, soaked or submerged. The most thrilling videos and pics such as climbing up steep rapids or screaming down a zip-line inevitably end with the camera getting both banged-around and submerged. A camera any less durable would have been long gone. Olympus, if I go down to the greatest depths or ascend to the lofty heights….you will not fail to yield tangible evidence to show everyone later. 

#2 Clark Jungle Hammock. When nighttime comes in the jungle, finding a comfortable place to lay your head is vitally important. And there’s no place you’d rather not be than on the ground. I could make a list of 1,000 dangers and nuisances from stinging red ants to relentless rain storms that make a hammock necessary. Furthermore, mosquitoes and various other nasty insects will find you if you lack a mosquito net. The Clark Jungle Hammock covers both those bases and so much more. It can be rolled up and conveniently stuffed into a built-in enclosure sack. The expedience of the hammock is important when you’re always moving from place to place as I have been. There is a custom-fit tarp that can be fastened and strung-up as to keep the user completely dry in the worst of downpours. My appreciation for this jungle hammock has only grown with time. Clark, you have been my evening place of repose; thanks to you, my sleep has been sweeter, deeper and a whole lot longer.

#1 Blackberry Pearl. You might be surprised by this choice… of maybe not. This handheld wonder takes first place in function and value- no contest. Only two months prior to arriving in Suriname, the primary cell service provider for the country had a number of cell phone towers constructed forever changing the dynamics of the Aukaan people. I have internet access, email, and even Skype. I use my phone everyday, have consistent contact with my family, friends and my team here in the country. Technology is no more appreciated than when you reside in a remote area. The Blackberry keeps me up on what’s going on in the world through the news, facebook etc. Honestly, having this phone has made being away for such a long period of time much less difficult. Blackberry Pearl, you’ve made the world a much smaller place and brought so much of it to me.

So perhaps this tool tribute post will give a bit of an idea which physical possessions are of the greatest value out here in the Amazon. The products mentioned have earned my wholehearted stamp of approval. If you decide to purchase any of the above be sure to reference me as honest, genuine freelance sales rep who would gladly appreciate any amount of a monetary payment for my sales work. 

Giving your all, using your gift

Most Christians you meet will often be quick to agree that God gives us gifts, talents and ability to further his Kingdom. Jesus emphasized on numerous occasions in the Gospels how “it’s to the Father’s Glory that you bear much fruit -fruit will last” (John 15) and described in a vivid and quite frankly fearful parable what will happen to us who “bury our talent” (Matt 25:25). Being in a foreign country among an impoverished people group you continually see basic human needs that remain unmet because there simply aren’t those with the money or ability to alleviate whatever suffering is present. While the causes of poverty usually involve multiple factors and the methods of ameliorating it are even more complex, being able to help with physical needs in whatever way possible goes far…and it points people to the hope that is Jesus.

Well, this last week I was privileged to see firsthand two men taking a portion of their vacation time, spending their own money and coming to the Suriname interior to use their gift to further our Lord’s Kingdom. Stephen Malone and Gary Poppe, dentists from Tennessee and Kansas, respectively, visited six villages in five days, instructed and assisted in pulling the teeth of numerous Aukaaners free of charge. For those of you who are not familiar with the Maroons of the interior, this might sound like a drastic or perhaps even extreme procedure. Pulling teeth? What about a good cleaning, a few fillings or even a root canal? I’ll be honest, what immediately came to mind as analogous to our present scenario would be a doctor coming to amputate the limbs of patients to prevent death from gangrene. In all actuality, the moderately morbid comparison is not too far-fetched. Of course, there’s a lot more functionality with a mouth devoid of a tooth or two than your body devoid of a right arm.

When one looks at the dental health of Aukaaners, they are without fluoridated water, regular dental check-ups, and critical oral hygiene habits. For most, their teeth are so decayed as to cause intense pain that cannot be alleviated until the bad tooth is extracted. For these people, the only solution they know of and hope to receive in order to find relief is for someone to pull the bad tooth/teeth.

What was awesome about Gary and Stephen coming here was that they didn’t pull most the teeth. They were here primarily for training two Aukaan Christian guys: Baa’ Henne and Baa’ Kenneth to do the procedure. Hene and Kenneth did an excellent job and have definitely earned the trust of their own people. Gary and Stephen used their gift, one that most of us (including Charles, Taylor and I) don’t possess, and as the circumstances demonstrated, was much needed and by the Aukaaners of Suriname. The one-week trip these men took had a huge impact that will resonate much longer than a few days in July.

Meeting the physical needs of people usually precedes their desire for Spiritual ones. When talking with people here, they often associate our ministry with the “teeth doctors” who came in such-and-such a year. I know people’s receptivity to the Gospel will increase as they see Love being the motivation behind the dental work. Praise God for men like Gary and Stephen who have vastly furthered the ministry in the interior by using their gift of dentistry to bear fruit –fruit that will last.

A surprise confrontation from the skeptic

People have often asked me if meeting and/or interacting with another American or even another white person for that matter is perceived as a positive occurrence. One would think, in light of the fact that I live alone in a village in which there have been stretches as long a month-and-a-half with no interaction with someone besides the resident Aukaaners that I would jump at the sight for a chance of conversing in my native tongue. The reality, I have learned, is quite the contrary. There is typically, what I guess you could so eloquently categorize as three “white people” groups you meet in the interior of Suriname. The more common two: Peace Corps volunteers and European Tourists from France or Holland are generally somewhat risky because one doesn’t know there perception of missionaries- which is unfortunately often negative and with Europeans, the whole language guessing game: not knowing exactly where they’re from, both of us not sure if we might be proficient in the other’s language and to what degree they understand and speak English (which is more often than not, pretty well). With Peace Corps, it’s a real grab-bag. You might find a guy like a friend we have who is a born-again, evangelistic and down-to-Earth or you might get a liberal, pluralistic, feminist who sees you as someone destroying the beautiful and harmonious indigenous culture. The third group, one to which a degree of suspicion reaches its pinnacle and an encounter, as I just found out yesterday can be downright confrontational: an anthropologist.

When Joe white man shows up in your village while you’re having a conversation with the native inhabitants you’re naturally caught a bit off-guard; not being sure what to expect from this unavoidable, impending interaction. But you know you’re in for a lively debate when, after formal greetings and the divulging of your purpose being here your newfound antagonist makes this statement: “You’re a missionary…well I guess you and I are working against each other.” That’s right, that’s what the guy said. And this gentleman, presently working on his PhD brazenly began to question me in a flagrant display of academic pretentiousness my purpose for being here and my beliefs. This dialogue eventually covered more topics on ethics, theology, history and various sub-categories that I knew little or nothing about than I have ever participate in. I wish I could have recorded the entire “session”.

“Stan” as we shall call him posed questions such as follows: What is faith?, Who is God?, Why does this supposed loving God sent people to a place of torture and punishment? Is there is such a thing as sin? How can you profess there to be only one truth? Why is there suffering? Is God just?

Now keep in mind, Stan wasn’t asking these questions without premeditated knowledge both on the subject and support to refute a “Christian” answer. He had an incredible amount of head knowledge you’re apt to find within the intellectual circle. I realized early on, I would need a pen and a few spare ink cartridges to check-off the reading list this guy had compiled. He made it clear early on how he saw my work as culturally-destructive, ungrounded in truth, and pernicious. I remembered what Jesus said to his disciples about not worrying beforehand what to say because The Father will give you wisdom which your adversaries will not be able to refute contradict.

When quoting the Bible at one instance early on, Stan interjected stating: “Don’t use the Bible to defend your Christian position! Will a thief’s own testimony be valid in his own defense or are witnesses necessary?” Now I have, especially in the last two years really developed a passion for apologetics. I love to read books defending the faith and I also am interested in what authors and individuals who oppose Christianity have to say. As the dialogue continued, I began to appreciate this opportunity. Stan had an agenda and he was undoubtedly trying intimidation as a means to his perceived victory.

As Christians, it’s vastly important we know how defend our faith. Books such as the Case for Christ and the Case for Faith and Mere Christianity can go far to help you in this realm (They did for me). Now Stan invariably questioned every widely accepted set of truths out there. His field studies cultures and he seemed to have an obscure cultural example to contradict every “universal” out there. I brought to attention that there are generally accepted truths that span all cultures in regard to morality: murder, adultery, respect for the elderly, theft are a few examples.

Evidently, what Stan was trying to do was shock and stump me with the unusual and exceptional. I prayed many times for the Lord to give me wisdom to answer this belligerent skeptic After having a discussion that usually involved him doing most the talking I was able to bring a couple key points up that he cleverly side-stepped but could never answer me head-on. The biggest one, involving the spiritual presence in the village, namely the existence of demons he simply said doesn’t apply to his work. He knew acknowledging the spiritual realm opened up a big can of worms. He dismissed the Aukaaner’s widely held beliefs and plainly stated that he has a hard time accepting anything as fully and completely true. He questioned the existence of what is sin but yet freely labeled what he believed to be evil or wicked. How can you categorize evil when you haven’t established anything as being right or wrong? Clearly, there were too many holes created with his conviction-less belief system.

So, how does a man like this live and find his meaning? Well, when your stance is positioned as is Stan’s, you question everything, accept anything and oppose nothing. Your beliefs are as follows:

-You live by a set of ethics and morality which you can select, adopt or discard at your pleasure

-You’re principles and evidence necessitate acceptance of a “higher power” or “spiritual force” but he has no role in your life whether to judge, love, or guide. You are in no accountable to him.

-You can’t stand people who belief something with their whole heart and accept many of their core beliefs on faith but you eventually realize you can’t oppose them, it would contradict the very core of your life philosophy.

We ended our two-hour long discussion with him being much more subdued, amiable and reflective mood. His closing remarks being that it’s a good thing that I’m doing what I believe in and being sincere in it all. It’s the extent of what he could say, there’s no room for condemnation when truth is non-existent in your belief system. And although, from my standpoint, I don’t believe “being sincere” constitutes anything as right or true… (who can you find out there more sincere and zealous than an Islamic suicide bomber).

Then again, that’s why I’m a missionary and the Jesus I serve doesn’t accept any god, moral code, or philosophical state outside of him because He is Truth.

His Greatest creation

My family’s, and incidentally my new home in CA is a town called Alta Sierra in Nevada County, a place notable for prominent environmentalism and generally liberal-minded people. There are no shortage of individuals who promote legalizing Marijuana, refuse to purchase groceries in plastic or paper bags and who are apt to hold a protest now and then. Many of these voice their often radical and unconventional views on government, the environment and social structure with bumper stickers. The most ubiquitous I’ve seen is tolerance-geared COEXIST in which each letter is a representation of a respective religious group.

In our family, viewing a coexist or a like-minded bumper sticker initiates a sort-of political and religious apologetic discussion about the contradictions and ridiculousness of such notions. About a week ago, after shopping with my mom two related bumper-stickers on a particular car really fired me up and got the wheels in my head turning. The statements were as follows: “Make Love…Not more!” and “Stop Overpopulation”. Upon my viewing I began my own series of arguments and rebuttals against those statements. I was able to ultimately break-down the source and overarching thought of what was written but first, a few thoughts.

First-off one of the primary reasons and logical intentions of Sex was for procreation. For this misguided environmentalist bent on everything being “natural”, I can’t think of anything more unnatural than the many methods of birth-control necessary to stop a clearly natural occurrence. Even an atheist understands this as being important for existence. Look at the state of Europe now with birth-rates so low that there are not enough children born to replace those who naturally die. In countries such as France, the government is giving handsome incentives for larger families. Secondly, the World is not in danger of overpopulation. How much open space do you see when you travel…a lot. I believe in what God said to Adam to increase in number and to subdue the Earth. And if the population grew unabated, I believe the Lord would do what was necessary for his creation to live.

I believe in what God commanded Adam, the first human to do … ”to fill the Earth and to subdue it.” Does that mean excessive waste, materialism, and environmental negligence?....Of course not. I believe we should care for the Earth, things such as alternative energy and recycling are great, and necessary. I think it’s terrible what happened in the Gulf with oil spill. Adam’s sole job, given by God was to tend to the Earth God had made.

I believe these points to be valid and good arguments but what I saw at the root of all this was that the statement claimed children are not a blessing, not welcome and do more harm than good. I believe if that’s your perspective, you don’t understand God’s will in his purpose for the creation of the Family. Moreover, it is quite frankly a very selfish way to live. By reading the other bumper stickers and understanding an environmentalist’s thought, they see humans as the enemies and destroyers. They exalt creation and falsely ascribe to it as possessing the same inherent value as Man. They are practicing a contemporary form of pantheism and ultimately by exalting the creation over the creator they are idolaters in every sense of the meaning.

And what they miss more than anything else is that crowning creation and pinnacle of his work was mankind. He created them with a soul and to do what no other form in creation did or could ever do: to Love and to be in communion with God. We are “worth more than many sparrows” as Jesus said in the beatitudes. The Greatest commandment was first: to Love God with all your heart and soul and mind and strength and the second was like it; to love your neighbor as yourself. You are worth more than any tree in the forest or bird in the air or fish in the sea.

I hope you take time to reflect and conceive the magnitude and beauty of God’s greatest creation: You and I.

A longing fulfilled

After nearly 17 months in the country of Suriname and a notably nerve-racking month leading up to my departure in which it was uncertain if I would be coming home as late as 48 hours prior to departure I am in my parent's home in Alta Sierra CA relishing the strikingly cool spring temps and thoroughly enjoying all the comodities of the United States of America. But most importantly, being with my family and in community with friends I haven't seen in such a long time will be true joy.